How can I stand not seeing you for even a day? How can I stand lying here knowing you are out there away from me, praying that your thoughts are of me and no one else. Oh, how I long to selfishly dominate and monopolize you and your dreams! How can I allow such gluttony? But I can hardly contain myself. I long for your reddened lips to move against my ear, your breath hot, whispering of your yearnings, your hopes - your desires. I long for you to unwrap me in the dusk, lick up the shadows, exfoliate my skin, drink my soul. Undo me. Let the threads unravel and slither to the floor, almost silently. Mould my sullen and raw flesh, malleable in your hands. Let me be anything you want me to be.

How did I breathe
Looking at you
My back against the blackened sky -
Laughter ringing from outside glass panels,
Almost unreal?
How did I avert my eyes
In fear
Of losing myself in
Yours.
How did I just sit there
As if I did not feel something in me
Disengage -
Weaken my core.
You know I tremble and drown when I look at you, right?
That's why I look away.

the first few days of university were promising.. my evolution prof is soo funny and so is my theory prof.. i havent seen my other 3 profs.. i hope they are just as good :) awws.. no real mood to ramble about stuff like that right now....