You and I,
this sweet battleground


i am uncareful.

i am undone. tangled amongst the glowing runes on the wall.

i do things i would never do.


the perfect version of him in me only surges more recklessly each day with

the tremor of my palpitating heart.

the cold has returned. eyes downcast. its me and my marguerite once again.


fly, the time that races with fervent, frantic kisses from plump-red lips to which your fingers

fly to.

fly you, under the warmth of skin of mine - the stumble toward ecstasy.


bare hands

bare feet

bare -


you are colours absitine, amber and red.

you are my life, my breath, my companion to my body, guest in my heart.

you are the fire in my hair.

-p u r l-

deliberate allusions and plagarising.. from myself!! and of course one or two things i have read. im an amateur afterall. i could go on but i tihnk readers would have the creeps that im some obsessive crazy love sick woman... which is bad :) sigh, i love my revamped blogskin, yorkdale and hammy and the unbelievably sexy ferrari he showed me. (lol of course i would need more water if YOu were in that car)

gotta hit the gym tomorrow!!!!gotta get a nice back and arms ready to wear that black top without anything over it and toned legs for my mini!! and yes, of course, that toned tummy for low pants my dad freaks out over whenever i wear em. then im gonna get a haircute/newstyle/trim when the curls flatten out! and revive that nice glowy tan i WAS abt to get and is now slowly losing all the progress with the return of the cold weather on a day before summer officially starts. haha little silly motivations that somehow make me happy in my ultimately pointless life. but i really wonder if anyone really gives a poop. f it. im gonna hand my resume in to starbucks.

tsk tsk, women and the random moodswing.

i found another role model... salma hayek!! shes another popular icon who is not dropdead gorgeous.. but shes such an empowered humanitarian and glamorous with a personality that screams out "i am all woman, take me as i am"!! ahhaa.. models and gorgeous and stylish people can make me go green and purple in the face with jealousy but she is so inspiring. angelina still sits on my altar though. :)

i hope i dont get any bad dreams again tonight.. last nights was quite horrifying i must say. *shudders* i actually woke up feeling UNrested and scared.

hmmmms shall also work on my essay tomorrow.. and then PERHAPS start cutting my fabric for the curtains in the room or start sewing or something. WHATEVER.