i am so alone.. sad isnt it? how i stranded myself on a deserted island all alone.. while my stupid tears splash around my arms and face and makes a sea.. yay.. i dont even have anyone to talk to anymore.. oh wells.. boohoo poor me i hope i get hit by a car tomorrow.. or like i trip and fall into a bustling highway and get smashed to bits.. or maybe i should just do a permanent submarine. sigh


i shall be cold
i will swallow the swords which will pierce the skin of the
vessel that bleeds the tears.
i shall be indifferent
the blood that stain my nails and lips will
evaporate like wisp of smoke
with the trick of my mind.
i will be strong.
that the cuts along my face and shoulders will heal
the scars well painted over.
but i cant.