i told
unforgiven lies
yet i crave
for everything you are.
the night no longer offers solace
but the medium in which my
pain
manifests itself upon
my worm eaten heart.
im sorry i
disrupted your life.
im sorry i
dug out a hole in my soul.
im sorry i
shoved you aside and went outside
to rot.
im sorry i
cannot weave words of rhythm and magic
of lemons and other words that do not
distract me.
im sorry i donn
your t-shirts - just
because.
im sorry you let me get away
im sorry i
got away.
im sorry i
need you.