its funny how i asked for a wakeup call and end up doing it for the assigned caller. haha.. its also funny how i never get my ribbons after so many trips out... even though there are 2 of us.. maybe freud would have something to say about that..

and oh.. i want that silky pale green satin ribbooon...OOoo looks and feeelss sooOOOo gooood!

i type and type and type.. i think i talk too much.. but.. i like talking.... :( writing helps me phrase my words more comprehensively.. and most of my weak "humor" comes better through my writing.. im pretty sure some people laugh more talking to me on msn.. haha.. im not "bUbbbly"... im overly talkative. thank heavens for blogs.. or i would have to find another outlet.. :D

my hair is driving me craAazZaAayyY... its like.. past my shoulders now.. but the layers are sooOO puffy and OCCasionally wavy..in a bad way!!! its almost like i have a tail at the back.. how annoyyingg.. why doesnt it grow faster dammits.. maybe i will try the mayo trick sometime in the next 2 weeks.. if i end up with an oily scalp i will murder. urgh my complexion sucks.. and my mom keeps critcising me.. really u cant blame me for thinking im not worth walking out my front door. i feel bad enough in my bedroom.

that bottle of icedtea had been sitting in front of me since monday.. and its not even half done.. who ever thought pearle doesnt drink iced tea that much anymore? haa..

i should be studying.. but i really dont want to!! i will study tonight when i get back.. read through allll my notes and pretend its all not bs.. seriously! nono, dont get me wrong.. i still adore literature and i think poetry is magic.. :)

the radio has horrible music.. i neeed happy and party music for yoga/pilates!! forget the calm breathing and quiet moments.. loud music with amazing beats motivates me better to make it a tad more cardio-ish too. unless, of course, i do it before i sleep.. its even better than a glass of warm milk on a sleepless night.

hmm ashley is mean and.. interesting.. she has graphic nicks on her msn i dont want to read.. lol.. today is slighly better : " oceans12 is soooo good.. oh god.. brad is so hot.. i swear i orgasmed".. *pukes*

that reminds me! i have to go shoppppp.. maybe tomorrow or something.. when no one is around.. even helia is going to north carolina..

okok i shall control myself and shut up now... .... ....