Found this at edward's pal's Shu's blog:

"what's love? it's such a small word. yet it seems to mean so much. so much so it gets weighed down like an anchor to the deepest depth of the oblivion. unknown. undefined. it's such a cliched question, too. which taiwanese dramas and hollywood movies made it seem like a standard to reach upon and something deep to ponder about. they made it such a sacred form of action, of human emotion. something so god-damned beautiful. so beautiful it hurts. complete with Kleenex and the corniest of 'radio-friendly' lyrics trying hard to disguise as poetry. and were brownings and jennings so embarassed. (i thank bob dylan everyday. and lately joni mitchell.) they made it so sickly sweet i swear i could die of diabetes. they made it so graphic. so erotic. like as though passion was made of it. some of them made it so unwelcomed. uninvited. because they built boundaries around it. this and that means love. not anything else. because that was what nature made it. the Above said so. it was also about pining. about suffering and crying your hearts out. only through a certain degree of sufferance can real love surface. like pieces of clothing, undressed. one by one. painfully."

indeed. but they are merely another form of idealists. overrated or the degradation of sex is merely part of marketting.

what if we DO love so hard it hurts?

i am but the nymph of the orions, the ocean in my hair, the cold sweetness you drink from my lips, the wildness of my widened eyes, the seams you undo with your calloused fingers. would you love me?

versus

i am only a girl, peppermint on my breath, the glitter on my trembling lips. would you love me for my imperfections, my weak arms, my breathy voice?

either i am too much of a romantic sometimes.. not the red roses, candles and craving names and hearts on trees type romantic of course.. or i idealize so much.

i should stop blogging about stupid everyday things eh.. hahaa.. URGH IM BORED THATS WHY IM BLOGGING OH GAWD

hmms.