lol skipped tutorialtod today... and missed 2 buses.. And made someone miss a lecture.. lols.. tsk tsk.. what a bad way to start the new academic semester.. haha.. and then went home curled up in the Go bus seat from gastric pains :(

urgh im soooo fat!!!! MUST hit gym tomorrow befores going to school.

gotta get my glams decent and im gonna spend my summer in flowy/floaty skirts and hippie slippers!!

beautiful by thornlea is really good :)

was watching the sports illustrated model search. holy moly those girls are hideous!! and the whole thing is so degrading!! america's next top model has sooooo much more dignity! but oh wells.. i guess what matters most for sports illustrated is an ok face and a gorgeous body.. which MOST of them have.. how absolutely unfair! wasnt fun to watch at all.. no talk about style or fashion.. just wet bikinis and rolling around on the beach. dawne had the funniest contortion of her face when she watched it with me

somehow its funny how i sit infront of the tv watching these gorgeous bodies walking around (dont look at their faces. not good.)and how they are shrieking about the chocolate cake sitting in front of them and how they MUST NOT touch it! (oh lawrd~).. and im sitting on my huge rump with my short ugly pig trotters folded under me.. eating dinner, chewing on my rice..... sighs im pathetic.. who wants to be natural!!!?? if straving got them so perfect..... :(

blue eyeshadow and fake eyelashes are disgusting when im staring at a person's face. *shudders* and/or *laughs*

that 70s show is soo good! so cheesy.. but many times making sense at the same time.. AND I MISSED THE ENDING OF TODAY'S EPISODE! NOOOOO... today was sad!! hmms everything has changed in 30 years! i cant really blame grandmas and grandpas for seeming overly uncool and boisterious... *shrugs*

lols i want to sleep again... what a pig!! :D

should i get a hair cut??? dammits! i might give in to conformity and rebond my hair just to wait out the medium PUFFY hair phase.. NooOoOOo.. and my stupid face may probably not look good in those choppy haircuts i ADORE if i do rebond my hair.. NOOoOoo!! why must my parents be short and the way they are? why must i be so *ERGH* !!

anyhoos.. enough melodramatic superficial teenage insecurities.. anyone got a gun?

..and oh.. i want a polka dot dress for summer. :)

seriously, i need to get rid of my bitter ironic sense of humor on my blog sometimes! haha