SALOME
I will kiss thy mouth, Iokanaan. I will kiss thy mouth.

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i swear im dying. random nose bleeds and i keep sleeping and feeling miserable when i do.. and feel even worse when i wakeup. and my skin and hair look like sh**. so dry.

damm comp restarted on its own again too. wtf really. sighs.

dammits i should really go to the gym more often.. im not determined! i want to be so skinny u cant see me sideways... maybe i should diet this time AND exercise.. and get myself a eating disorder.. sighs.. doubt it will happen.. my ribs already kind show and i look like a baby elephant with pig trotters as legs. and im so friggin short too. OH GAWD WHY DO I CARE?! its so insignificanttt.. hmph. i hate my self esteem.

hmm forgot to go to the financial aid office again.. hmms have to go tomorrow then... haha i told my dad i don want to pay for my own tuition and the osap loan is temporary.. rrrIIightt? lols... he laughed. *cross fingers* hahaha

tutorialtod sucks! he is only good for a friend or soemthing.. he sucks at teaching.. gah! maybe if he doesnt lose his train of thought that often, speak faster, tell things straight and clear (or actually SAY something), write bigger and stop looking so young it might help. for now, i suggest he stick to listening to his weird newfinland songs and being his buddies's friends. honestly.. he CAN be attractive too.. IF only he shaved a little more often, stood striaght and spoke faster. only then my dear, can u make fun of me being in love with him. :P

NOW, i gotta reread my socialism piece.. sighs. he confused me all over again.

that reminds me... I WANT TO COLOUR THOSE LEAVES ON YOUR WALL! they are soo fun!! teehee!

things to do on/by weekend:
1. osap thingy
2. get notes from someone for tomorrows class
3. get notes on satire too...
4. reread anti-duhring and make notes
5. OH buy that tinted moisturisor
6. do mondays tutorial and readings
7. do english readings
8. drink juices and eat veggies.
9. read chekhov
10 do a crazy clean up of room.. do all laundry, clean sheets, clean table, clean..clean.. clean.. clean.. u get the picture.
11. write a pretty blog or something.. doesnt have to be on the blog.. dododo

hahaa. another one of them useless blogs