from today onwards i will try to get 10hours of sleep and minimum 1hrs worth of exercise each day!! even if its random stuff at home it feels good..

wholesome and naive people are cool.. but there is just something about them that does not appeal to me at all.. take.. say A for example, shes seems so utterly perfect, with ok looks she is satisfied with, never worries about getting fat as she shovels food into her mouth, loving parents who spoil her, the perfect boyfriend she is so happy with, a job that keeps her grounded, an airhead for a bestfriend, a large social circle, perfect grades.. speaks in that soft, girlish and excruciatingly sweet voice of hers, thinks exercise makes a girl big and muscular.. which is therefore disgusting and unattractive.. and grew up reading babysitters club and nancy drew.. and shrieks at anytihng sexually explicit. tell me if there is something that bothers u.. coz it DOEs bother me. lols. im not even jealous of her.. her personality, energy and vibes falls flat from my point of view.. and every time she speaks to me or looks in my direction i dunno waht to do. lols.. its like.. ok, whats the right thing to say? would she even get what im saying? oh shit. hahaa.. well i guess this is what some people like, wholesome sweet girls. haaa..

oh u know what i dislike? laZy skinny ugly guys (of course, i have respect for those who ARE by choice and genetics and WHO have respect themselves)who try to dissuade(is there such a word?) girls from wokring out and getting athletic(im not talking about losing weight or body builders)i mean comon, look at yourself.. those girls can probably give u a nice sock in the gob if they wanted... u are just tryig to make yourself feel better and not intimidated. of course a powerful built is unattractive to you! coz u will look like a loser next to her! lols even ron admitted that to me. bloody stereotypes. why dont you just find yourself someone who boosts your ego and shut your mouth about such opinions instead? these people are probably more intuned with their bodies and loads healthier and glowier than you are. URGH i hate it when people use their gfs/bfs to compliment their lifestyle and boost their materialistic ego!! if u claim to care that much, dont flippin impose your unwanted and unconstructive views on that person, goddamit. just go home put your head in the oven! these peoples fall under combo #1 - assholes.

not u baby.. obviously.. haa..

that reminds me.. this fat kid should go to the gym soon.